it's ironic how you can be happy in the day then at night you just start feeling upset when you found out or realized certain things.

happy in the day cause I had fun with my maths friends at the Crystal Jade steamboat buffet and we ate, chatted and laughed for two hours plus. also, we finally passed to the two December babies their birthday presents hur hur.

then just now I got upset when I realised some people can be such hypocrites and ingrates. yeah they can just say mean things or do things that are really inconsiderate to you when previously you had helped them quite a bit like when they were in need or keeping secrets for them etc. seriously. my trust in people are gradually declining. my sis said I am the sort who do not trust easily. maybe she is right. but then again, there are things that happened over the years which forced me to develop such "distrustful" character too.

perhaps I should just heck care the fact that I may be losing more friends by fighting back. cause they are just not worth it anyway.

does a no emoticon post reflect how moodless I am now?